throat clearing

Is this thing on?

I spent lots of time debating if I was going to renew the blog and then the genius of auto pay made the decision for me.

It’s been a long time since I’ve posted and if we’re being honest, I barely posted last year. I have great thoughts about blog posts all the time on the run, but then can never actually manage to sit down and type them out. I also write books on the run but again don’t type them out.

My attention span no longer agrees with typing these days, dreary. Which is a bummer because sometimes I actually feel like I have things to say, but I can’t seem to actually follow through.

Not to say that’s a bad thing as do people really read blogs anymore? I do but I I’ve turned into a lurker who reads but does comment.

I’ve been feeling adrift in both life and running for a while now. I also miss writing so let’s see what I can do to anchor myself. I no longer resemble the person in the “My Story” page and I am wondering when and how that happened. I don’t think it’s realistic to think I’ll get back to that point either in running or personality but maybes there’s a middle ground worth looking for?

Also, when I was trying to log back into the blog I accidentally broke it so if it looks a little funny right now oops.

Since I last posted, I attempted my first ultra marathon, got lost at a trail race, finished dead last in a trail race and somehow finished a race at Broken Arrow Skyrace and didn’t finish last. Stories I’d like to write down even if it’s just for me.

So to anybody still out there -hello again.

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